Sweet Sorrow

today was Daniel and Sarah's farewell at GP. I got there a bit early for c101. a first. haha. today's message was maybe the last of the current series on living together. let's see, one point from today's message, the importance of accepting leaders and having leaders in our lives. there was also the corollary about having to submit to guidance, to being challenged by the community we are supposed to be a part of.
Afterwards, there was food :D and lots of it. meat, rice, coleslaw, meat, potato salad, mac salad, and more meat. then the fun videos and MC acts. there so much talent here. it's awesome. really got me excited for g-live. xD well, I hope ny and boston will be fun b/c im missing out on some practice. anyways, there were more testimonies about people's lives being transformed through leaders, and though I can see a few things, I gots to do more reflections. we finished real late ~8:30 haha.
Things to do: be more open with time. plan it well

How art I to act upon these conflicting emotions:
a heart moved for action, the mind's contentions.
Soft, chewy candy, tis a sour patch of effusion
I await this week, for what He gives, a mission.

A guide, a community, a direction, a way.
So much to ponder, a loss at what to say;
we can't sit idly, wasting yet another day.
A prayer for this new week, for P. Ed and J

So thus is it, back to lines and eigenspace
there is indeed purpose to this long race

To a special someone

It feels like it'll take forever
for these feelings to sever.
Past the dismal weather,
a heart you strongly tether.
I'm holding a single feather,
knowing life will be better
I'm excited to read more
of what you have in store.
A prayer I to you implore
to change me to the core

J.Hsu

These past few weeks have been very insightful, in a very different way. I've been trying to do DT more, and I'm meeting up with a few brothers to go over DT every MWF. It's sometimes interesting what reflections turn out to be. Yet I need a constant reminder to live out is RL. 3D Real-D. I had a good talk with Danuel earlier over some late night. Talk is cheap, yea or nay? I need time to sort out my life. I'm in that middle road again, with what I know will be a fork in the near future. Who to walk close to, who to follow after with purpose, who to spend more time with?

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Midnight Madness

Tis almost a month gone by
I'm awake, O I wonder why
there's math and physics to read.
and so much stuff to be said.

Chicken

I guess I've been a bit chicken lately, and though I've been a bit more outgoing, it's still not enough. School is headed for midterms in two weeks. Ima be up for a while. Got to finish this reading. :/

Had some awesome dinner today. Grilled, barbecued, and baked chicken. Then Pillsbury croissants :D so good. Great evening
.. I need to take pics next time.

Fevrier

These days are getting so long, I feel like I can't do anything other than go to class and study. It's quite a bad feeling, especially since I don't really understand what I'm doing and why. I've been on hold with Los Angeles Health and Nutritional Services for 20 minutes. Their hold system is really annoying. D:

Things interesting: Facebook infosession yesterday about their new messaging service, I'm on sound setup team for KoinOps, I went to northside and had Vinnie's CheeseSteak. School is almost in full swing. I don't have midterms yet, but I can see that they'll be right around. soon. It's only the third week of school, and yet it seems like I've been here for so long. I finally got my schedule down, and I still haven't gotten it down to fewer units. WHY JON, WHY? Reading is going to be tedious. Got to get to it.

I need to go exercise more. I have been speed walking around campus til my calves burn, but that's not really exercise. :/ I'm looking forward to prayer meeting later this evening. Maybe do DT beforehand?

I've no time to think,
it happens in a blink.
No need for black ink
to make a mental link.
Wait for ideas to sink
as I fall asleep in a wink.
Dream a cool ice rink
fall over a glassed kink
Wake up! class time chink :<